🎵 Artistic Expression // by BrøwnSugar (Bagels)

1 ContributorArtistic Expression Lyrics (Intro) I'm just gonna write down my thoughts right now (Verse 1) I feel like I'm losing myself My energy, it's depleting It comes and goes repeating Something I know far too well It gets exhausting always trying to be funny I wish I could stop talking and it wouldn't be out of the ordinary Rough start to life left me like this All I can do to get this off my mind is to write Yeah that's right Up at night Both my eyes Open wide On my back On my side Self control, what I lack Brutality honest, sometimes I just wanna disappear I wanna get out of here Going through this life day by day I don't really even enjoy it that much Is that crazy to say? It's a desire to simply not exist Gone through a lot I'm tired of being tired Tired of pill popping but it's hard to resist Lately been Up and down Mood just swings All around It lingers in my head Why I'm happy sometimes but the rest of it I'm depressed in my bed I just want it to end I want my peace I miss some friends (Bridge) Artistic Expression (Verse 2) I'm tired of hopelessness I got reasons to snap out of it but I've been depressed for a long time to the point where I just revert back to the state It's what I'm used to It's my bread and butter I'm not sure what to do About to lose some of my closest friends What are the goals I have set up for the far future? Honestly nothing I just hope this rap role succeeds and I won't just be some stupor bum without a home I'm really tryna make amends I regret a lot of shit that I did I'm tryna mend my broken relationships I can't let myself stay as a prick I feel like I can actually make something outta this rap shit I just gotta stop moping and be more productive I'm just hoping I can keep clutching onto hope I just gotta keep it going I gotta keep showing that I can do this and that I'm truly a good kid (Bridge) Artistic Expression