🎵 burden // by midwxst

11 Contributors burden Lyrics [Verse 1] I'm a bastard, don't know what to say, lying every fucking day Tired every night, that's why I don't wanna get carried away Kill me, watch me rot away, say you hate me to my face Stab me, watch me rot away, feel you crawl inside my brain [Chorus] You say you hate me, but I hate myself too You say you my friend, but I can see right through I'm running out, ah, I just don't know what to do Tired of lying to you, but you won't understand the truth Put that shit inside a record, heart is getting sicker Crop you out my life now, cut you out the picture I wish I never kissed her, I wish I never missed her Throw my feelings out the window, I love you at the samе time Talk, talk, talk, but don't think I ever listеn Write it in a story in my head, I live in fiction My emotions broken, so don't think that you can fix them I never talk about how I feel, I keep it hidden Get a grip, a handle, blowing out the candle Pull me up and tear me down, I'm getting dismantled Always lose, I never won, parties, never find 'em fun Always wasting fucking time staring down the barrel of this gun [Verse 2] You told me not to trust you, you told me not to love you My feelings, they all miss you, I'm used to hearing bad news You know I'm not a bad dude, I have lots of issues My heart's always been misused, so I think that it's Respectfully, fuck you, wish I never loved you Wish I never gave a fuck, I wish I never hugged you I hope that you rot and I hope that you burn 'Cause it's what you deserve, it is what you have earned [Chorus] You say you hate me, but I hate myself too You say you my friend, but I can see right through I'm running out, ah, I just don't know what to do Tired of lying to you, but you won't understand the truth Put that shit inside a record, heart is getting sicker Crop you out my life now, cut you out the picture I wish I never kissed her, I wish I never missed her Throw my feelings out the window, love you at the same time Talk, talk, talk, but don't think I ever listen Write it in a story in my head, I live in fiction My emotions broken, so don't think that you can fix them I never talk about how I feel, I keep it hidden Get a grip, a handle, blowing out the candle Pull me up and tear me down, I'm getting dismantled Always lose, I never won, parties, never find 'em fun Always wasting fucking time staring down the barrel of this gun